I told him I felt like my heart was breaking, and it hurts so bad. Physically it is consistently racing, beating so hard. It becomes hard to breathe. I told him I was scared, because I have become so weak, that I can hardly lift anything. My body hurts most days to the touch, especially my shoulder. His reply was this: “When the heart dies, the soul follows. Depression is a very real thing, people don’t die from heart break, but they do die from depression, and stress related illnesses. He thought I should go on Zoloft but felt like my new primary care physician should prescribe it so that he can monitor it since I will be moving. I don’t believe in taking medicines like this, this will be hard for me if I choose to go this route.